X - Second Part of Expense Series

X is the second part of EXPENSE, the acrostic series....... X-tremely NOT un-cheap! X-ray my pain that’s been going off track like a wacko, kid’s train…you got me sidetracked and distracted on the road of ecstatic paradise & entangled reverie… it drives me to insanity & I’m unfortunately slipping into the next languishing, lament-cemented, little lane… driven insane – if only you would look through my pain-staking pane…you aren’t pensive, but rather judgmental and loud as hell on Mount Heavens! Passion in me rots & it wasn’t ripened with rose-beauty & reserved reverie… I’m climbing the Mountain of Gracious Glory, gaining back my alienated ambition – I know where the wind do blow…it sweeps something grand into my brain and seeps inside of my body altogether…it marinates in my brain signals and I receive thoughts of endless sensations and brilliant ideas! Reality’s mere demise ripens my rage, intimately concealed inside of me… yet, I am looking up at His sun-quenched sight and I appreciate His miracles that bestow happiness upon my lips, ascending them into a knitted smile of heavenly approval and bringing me to my delicious haven…Deplorable Reality’s strategic tragedy stings like billion’s of buzzin’ busy bees out of their honey dens or hives! God has a way with words & Jesus Christ has a way with His words…It’s extraordinary how Moses led the people to the Promiseland, despite the hardships they encountered with before they got what they were looking for & everything there made them dance merrily & it was divine shelter, protected and looked after by God, Most High of the Highest Heights Beyond Limitless Levels Above US All! It’s brilliant how Noah made the Ark to save the animals and his family and friends with God’s helping hand and led them to the grandest land of all! God is good and gracious forevermore! God is REMARKABLE beyond measure…better than all of our pleasures combined into one! The most powerful, loving Creator of all time! No one can beat that! Not even Satan himself – compared to God, he is a scrawny little rat, caught by his tail by the Cherished Cat! Every move I make….every dollar I spend… every time I waste time…every time you lie to me instead of telling me the truth of the situation you’ve encountered or the stories you share with a fake smile of glee pasted on your moon-shaped face, I always find myself puzzled out of reason and logic!! Doused in drastic, darkening dread!! ~