Wrecked Fantasy

Scratched my eyes once, saw the truth twice But the pain is triple killing Your summer citrus smell on my cracked shell Rotted like hell in my cerebral wishing well How can my phantom sanctuary betray me? It feels vivid in the podium made by yours truly Now it's empty, abandoned, and hopeless Now I am the empress of wrecked fantasy How I thought you'd be the hero of my heart And how I wish your soul forever embraces mine But my screams didn't even reach your mind Now I died hurting and you lived with my cries