Wreckage

I feel useless can't pursue clueless life’s a huge mess confused with stress Motivation on vacation ideas vacant In a stationed state numb heard cracks felt rumbles heard a thunder no floor under I tumble crashing down being crushed by rubble stuck now in trouble then silence no cries no one else alive somehow I’ve survived demon dive demolition ride cant see eyes blind tied down I can’t climb under debris to weak to cry or cry for help legs and arms can’t be felt slipping in and out of consciousness in 100 storeys of wreckage I rest helpless held in to this hell I fell in as light seeps I see light just white my blurred sight can wiggle limbs but they ain’t right there’s noise but it’s just that noise can’t distinguish voices high and low I shout but just air flows I can’t move there’s nothing I can do I’m stunned subdued can’t help myself I need you too just free me I need you in charge get me going find a spark beat for me my weakened heart help my life break out the dark and maybe then I can press on assertion aggression kill this depression for now I feel stuck without a clue at my desk thinking what do I do