Worthless Addict Bxxxx
I'm not worthless,
I know my worth
and I'm not worth less.
I'm an addict,
not addicted.
I may be a b!#@h,
but I'm not stuck in insanity anymore.
I know that in my core.
Worthless Addict B!#@h is what you called me,
slinging insults was your nitch.
Everyone else could see
how mean you were to me.
Abusive,
only I know what the truth is,
the distrust I felt when you kissed me.
I was the bad guy, always.
When you wouldn't even try.
You hated me and lied
and I never knew why.
I was never out to get you,
I wish you knew.
When you called me worthless,
but I knew you were hopeless
and our relationship was not worth it.
I was reminded that
during every single rage quit hissy fit.
You called me lazy,
but damn boy,
you crazy.
You could talk the talk,
but never walk the walk.
You didn't want to recover
and your eyes were always on another.
You said you loved me,
I refuse to believe
that's what love is.
I never wanted this
and that's why I dipped.
It's not you that I miss.
Your insanity
is far from ordinary,
with you I knew
I could never be happy.
You fueled my already burning trauma,
you created so much drama...
I'm glad I escaped
all of your hate.
I'm blessed that I left
before it was too late.
Copyright © Nikki Pruitt | Year Posted 2022
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