Worthless Addict Bxxxx

I'm not worthless, I know my worth and I'm not worth less. I'm an addict, not addicted. I may be a b!#@h, but I'm not stuck in insanity anymore. I know that in my core. Worthless Addict B!#@h is what you called me, slinging insults was your nitch. Everyone else could see how mean you were to me. Abusive, only I know what the truth is, the distrust I felt when you kissed me. I was the bad guy, always. When you wouldn't even try. You hated me and lied and I never knew why. I was never out to get you, I wish you knew. When you called me worthless, but I knew you were hopeless and our relationship was not worth it. I was reminded that during every single rage quit hissy fit. You called me lazy, but damn boy, you crazy. You could talk the talk, but never walk the walk. You didn't want to recover and your eyes were always on another. You said you loved me, I refuse to believe that's what love is. I never wanted this and that's why I dipped. It's not you that I miss. Your insanity is far from ordinary, with you I knew I could never be happy. You fueled my already burning trauma, you created so much drama... I'm glad I escaped all of your hate. I'm blessed that I left before it was too late.