Words Ill Never Say

2 my daughter's im sorry I thought I could hold on longer. Pain has become my rain and the feeling of failure stronger. Depression is just a weapon that karma uses to conquer. So this is my final message there's nothing I have to offer. The love In my heart depleted I feel like my soul is empty. Not saying im suicidal but why dose it sound so tempting. I wish things could be different but heavens ordered my torture. If I make it to heavens doors my pass will be null and voided. 2 my daughter im sorry but daddy was just 2 broken. Place a rose in my casket and tell them that they can close it. Tears fall from my face my faith is forever frozen. Angels lead me 2 heavens gates just to show me they'll never open. My prayers are answered silent struggles witnessed with laughter. The ending is almost near so why not approach it faster. Some will say im a coward and death is a easy answer. Walk a mile in my shoes and maybe you'll understand it.