Wonder

I have these thoughts that is running in my mind I always found myself staring and keep asking Questions that i want to asked but kept it in my mind I never once found the answer to all these things Why others can speak what they want to ask while I can't Why others can talk to someone all the time while I can't Why others can express without using mask while I can't Why can't I be just like others who have confidence When was the last time I ask myself like this When was the last time I spend time to do this When was the last time I can be free from this When will be the right time to leave this place