Wombmanish Conclusions

I would feel our green way toward restoring just Earth Designing integral peace through Default Mediating Networks remediating LeftBrain dominant win/lose thoughts sniffing toward retribution before settling into stagnant self-satisfied smug silence, substituting for cooperatively deeply widely, not quite so supremely, restoring peace. My resolution opportunities are as HUGE as my cognitive-emotive dissonant stuckness, What competitive difference could I possibly not make, pre-structure, autonomously build, perennially fight for and against? Bicameral Taoists assume presume consume either/or intellectual and both/and moral commitment, thought, yet felt, natural, yet spiritual, ecological, yet theological, polypathic, yet polyphonically robust, most viralish resilient, when also virtuously resonant. My deep twinned twining inter-regenerational natural spirit demands win/win modeled responses profoundly left/right bilaterally intersectional. I find myself a retributive justice victim while planning to become a restorative peace advocate. My ego-network has problems our ecosystem has pathology; My egosystem finds warm wet wombed resolutions our economic re-creations would win/win resolve. My litany of personal care sacred vocations siloed intentions each day grows longer than all my competing days and cooperatively-held nights. My rainbow communion has a deliberate monocultural divestment cause, shaped by centuries of left-brain patriarchal extraction benefiting producers with greatest capital resources for purchasing further empowerment. This is ego-centrism narcissism climate change denialism fundamentalism dualism nihilism defined by alienated Other, and capitalism refined by supremacist We. My litany of dying places, formerly sacred spaces, now objectively and subjectively less healthy wealthed, less integral, more win/lose evolving toward lose/lose devolution, combine to predict climate failure, within as without, ego-unhealthy as eco-unwealthy. I travel deeply within uncovering my own complicit explicit win/lose structures of left-brain over-power, self-authorization, competitive default organization right-brain abusive and degeneratively fragmenting EarthSoul within without, universally unitarian co-redemptive red-blooded green salvation. With courage and curiosity and more cooperative conviction and commitment to interdependent dignity equality multicultural intersectionality, I remain invincibly invisible united within and wherewith Energy's vast universal democracy.