Wishing To Drift Away

the clock speeding away every tock is a slap in the face 1am and then 2am and yet your nowhere to be seen worry eats at me like a moth to a cloth and anger is deep with in the fire of it just waiting to bust with out yet its my fault tis the truth my failures haunt me like a revenging ghost nowhere to hide and nothing else to do but face reality that i had went down the wrong road dread is my friend and together we wait out till the end sun barely shines when you walk in tears and frustrate are at my wits end you reek of poison that you can not control when you drink it never in my life had i wanted to harm you intill this final moment your breaking my heart cant you see but the poison clouds your vision and the wall is up and all i hear as i walk away is your sicken laughter and maybe if i listen close enough i might hear " i am sorry mom" i close my tired eyes and i bandage my damage heart i drift away intill another day