Wishing

Wishing for a better life because I'm tired of this life I'm living in always getting talk about Because of the clothes I wear And I’m always getting diss by girls because of the shoes I wear Watching as the days go past of how my life is a mess Never had close friends to talk to when I'm going through troubles Wishing for a girl that can stand by my side and keep me standing so I can't fall Holding the tears inside it hurts to cry I feel so insecure Looking into the mirror asking myself is I'm ugly because the girls always dissing me Is it the way I dress because I try to dress just like those other niggas 18 Sometimes I wish I was those type of niggas that had money and swag Girls loving me at school and wishing that I was their man But I guess it wasn't meant to be God will take you through hell just to get you to heaven But I’m just wishing to live a long life don't won't to be that nigga that dies at a early age I want to be able to have babies and see the other side of me that wasn't always shady Seeing clearly now because my past is gone just looking towards my future and hoping for better days Wishing that the Lord will save me a spot in heaven so open your heavenly doors Because I'm standing at the front door staring at a better life that I was wishing for