Wishful Thinking

I wish I never self-harmed because now all people do is stare Imagine if my parents cared and never put me in foster care I often wish that they never started drinking This is just some of my wishful thinking If I had it my way then everyone would be genuine I'd get to meet my idols Cristiano Ronaldo and Eminem I'd be scar free and depression wouldn't be in my life Ariana Grande would be my wife I've learned sometimes you need to fall to later get a better grip If I could go back, me and my Ex would have never split I wouldn't bring my dad back because he wasn't there for me in the first place In 14 years I didn't get a hug, so bringing him back from the dead would be a waste I wouldn't need to write poetry in order to survive I'd be ready to commit and most my relationships wouldn't last for a few nights I wouldn't have anxiety and depression, and I wouldn't be Bipolar I'd be free from my past and I'd have complete closure Nas and Eminem would say they like the rhymes I'm inking People would judge people based on their hearts not looks Girls would stop idolizing the Kardashian's and start reading books This is just some of my wishful thinking