Winter of Deception

The eddy pulls hard against my torso panic rises and surfaces, my vsion starts to zigzag I swim harder in the strong currents of confusion How did my life become a battle My father once seemed to love all his children Now where is the love? We have to be the dictator to prevent suicide/murder Begrudgingly he submits to the will of the family Unforgiving, ungrateful, rebellious time has the last laugh, my son shouts I hate you, I never loved you, you are so mean!! My father shouts, you don't love me, you just want my stuff You are so selfish! Tears fall....A heart breaks! Will this trial end? Mother says, my daughter has not been to see me in so long, I want to see my baby. Mom I am here, I was here yesterday! I brought you food! don't you remember? Life cycles around the eddy, swirls and swirls with no end...