Why you forgave me
#Why_you_forgave_me?
I have broken you to pieces, took away your immediate peace, pierced your heart and worst broken your still recovering spirit, wronged you in every possible way, faught you when I should be supporting you, hauled you when I should be picking you up, ignored you when I should be listening to you, still you chose to forgive me
Blocked and rejected you, for my own selfish reasons, build a wall between us, drifting you and tossing you to the wilderness, even though I knew how vulnerable you were, kept prickling and stabbing your fresh wounds, kept pushing and kicking you away and far from me, kept my ears closed, shut my eyes to not see and folded my arms to not feel and touch anything which had to do with, done the worst any human can do to another and still you chose to forgive me
Forced us to be strangers when you wanted to change that, shoved you with my shoulders, when you needed me to hug you and procted angainst this savagery life, switched off my torching light on you, when you really needed that light for the dark roads of life you going through, I chose myself over you but still you chose to forgive me
Feel unworthy of your forgiveness, feel unworthy of your presence to my life, feel unworthy of your patience on me, feel unworthy of your forgiving heart, feel unworthy of your time, your smile, your laughter and your peace and still I wonder why you forgave me
I messed up and my mess just don't deserve any merits of forgiveness, particularly from you, I should have been a hearing ear for you, instead I chose not, I should have been understanding to you, instead I chose to be selfish but you chose better and I think you are way better person than I am
When you needed me to be there for you, with you, when you needed me to hold your hand and lead you, when you needed me to explain better your parths of life, when you needed me to comfort you, to cheer you, to support you and to embrace you for life to not get its claws into you, I was never there and still you forgave me, why though?
You proven how weak I am, how lacking I am, how much of a little boy still I am, you put to display all my weaknesses, gathered all the loopholes in me but instead of using that against me, you became a mature better person and chose to come back and lookpast all that and from your my-unworthy heart and forgave me
I'm sorry for being weak, selfish and blind to see how much of a precious stone you are, sorry for not being worthy to be forgiven
Copyright © Poetic Ink MorepjeKO | Year Posted 2024
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