Why Me?

Why do I get all the hurt? Why do I get only pain? Why do I still live in hope When it all seems in vain? Why did I get abused? Why did I get hit? Why was I raped? I just don’t understand it Why am I always so frightened? Why am I always so sad? Why does everything I touch Always turn so bad? Why does nobody listen? When I talk of my fears? Why can no one see My despair, pain and tears I have beautiful sons Who can never show me love What have I done to annoy God up above? Why when I finally meet Paul, the man of my dreams Do people persecute and hurt us And rip us apart at the seams? I deserve to be loved I deserve to live I deserve some happiness I have so much love to give