Why Me

(Wrote this poem when a 6 years old girl was rapped and killed somewhere in Hangu last year.)


WHY ME! 

Above the clouds I was flying on angel's wings
Busy in talks with the rising Moon along Chukar Partridge

When my mother woke me up from my dream 
To have breakfast with my favorite cream

"Today You will learn alphabets
Comeback home before sunsets" 

Then, I was sent to a town school
'What I learn will be my jewel'

On the gate a guy hold my hand
I resisted but he gave me a chocolate__black

He said he had more 
And promised to show me dinosaur

He took me to a wrecked cottage
Took my bag & striped my uniform; fully savaged 

I cried, I punched him, I screamed 
A Mountain fell over a tiny ant

Squishing a world beneath 
As if Earthquake is invading land with its sharp teeth

Eyes were opened, but the view was dark
My little heart was beating as if trying to vanish very fast

My mind was stucked, unable to figure out what just happened 
While he raised & checked my breath and chuckled 

He then placed his big rough hands around my neck 
I thought of mother waiting for me at dusk

Voice couldn’t come out my lips
But I was pushed out of my body while the sun eclipsed 

I looked at the petals and the rock beneath
And I ran, I ran untill I reached heavens

Still trying to find out my fault 
I was plucked when I was but a tiny bud

Mother still waits for me but in a psyche ward beside a tree
I visit her daily but she won't see me... Why it had to be me?

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020



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Date: 5/17/2024 12:05:00 AM
This is so sad, really heart wrenching situation that we still see in so many places, and it is not fair and its really sad. To read about too. I felt this poem. And i appreciate you writing about this as this shows you care and raises awareness on how things like this happen too, youv actually put yourself in that situation and delivered a moving write! Congratulations on HM. Thank you for sharing
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Date: 5/15/2024 1:40:00 PM
WOW!! Congratulation on your win. What a sad yet wonderful "WHY ME" write/story/ending. I am so very sorry. Hugs.... Have A Very Blessed Day Writing Away................
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