Why Is It

Why is it? the louder and more ballistic my self-righteousness offensively becomes The more at night I feel self-loathing, when all is quiet except dark ruminations filling my silent bedroom overwhelming my mind and body. Why is it? we RightWing worry that nonviolent communication, too lovingly applied, would leave us defenseless against colonizing predators? And do not worry enough about LeftWing social anxiety chronic worrying trauma tales of violent communications, too profoundly ubiquitously applied, leaving us offensively polarized by inside fascist autocratic hate hoarding angry power and fear filled paralysis? While unallied corporate fat cat capitalists, sell defense industry prophylactic lies, mad ecocide predicting global anthroprivileged demise. Our inhumane history of violence leaves uncontested a healthy silent mystery of preference for compassionate personal experience.