Why do I try to excuse you?

Why do I try to excuse you when you- ,,Her poster is too much, our's better because we can just openly talk" He just says it because he is mad- How can someone be so jealous? Why do I try to excuse you when you- I left the toilet, my eyes look still glassy and my toungue tickels my gum. ,,Adna!", after I heard you call my name, I didn't bother to look and ran towards where I was going to. Does he want to apologize or make things- Ah, he *definetly* wanted to tell me that his bestfriend got my back and packed my things Why do I try to excuse you when you- ,,Here, your things, I packed them for you" ,,Thanks", he observes the interaction between me and his bestfriend right now. Did he came on the stairs because he really wanted to- He *definelty* waited for his bestfriend to come. Why do I try to excuse you when you- ,,Is really everything alright?" ,,Yeah, just headaches" Why does he stand next to him does he- His bestfriend *definetly* begged him too. If I could just cross out *definetly*, I wouldn't need to ignore you to just be sure, that I am not being kind but also not rude. Because I really don't know, what you are going to think, mean, express too.