Why Did You Leave Me

I try to reach out to anyone who will listen, who will take my beaten up, tired, hand, All I get is a turned back, dirty old looks, a hurtful laugh, I can't hold my tears back. All I get is self doubt, self hatred, and poor hatred for those who love me but I don't believe them. All I keep hearing is, "everyone has their own lives, kids, jobs, to deal with, well you know what? So do I, one has autism for God sakes. All my life I have been alone, nobody cares I guess, oh well never mind I'm done. I just want to ask one more question, do you mind? Can I GO AWAY too? Because I'm done fighting, I've got Nothing Left!!