Why Did You Leave Me

I try to reach out to anyone who will listen, who will take my beaten up, tired, hand,
All I get is a turned back, dirty old looks, a hurtful laugh, I can't hold my tears back.
All I get is self doubt, self hatred, and poor hatred for those who love me but I don't believe them.

All I keep hearing is, "everyone has their own lives, kids, jobs, to deal with, well you know what? So do I, one has autism for God sakes. All my life I have been alone, nobody cares I guess, oh well never mind I'm done.

I just want to ask one more question, do you mind? 
Can I GO AWAY too? Because I'm done fighting, I've got Nothing Left!!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Andresen Avatar
April 22, 2015 at 2:33 PM
- Heartbreaking sad - really deep and sad dear Jennifer - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Beaufort Avatar
March 8, 2015 at 4:35 PM
There are certainly severe frustrations in this life. There are always negatives. You Express them with the passion of experience.
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