Why Did I

Bitterness courses through my veins Who do you think you are to say the things you say? I should have never given you the reigns All these games I’m watching you play. Who was I to think you had changed? All these hoops I’ve willingly jumped through Feeling so stupid with everything I have rearranged Everyone is broken inside, not just you. So angry with myself for giving my heart so willingly All the night I just sat there and cried I’ve made too many decisions hastily And as a result, another part of my soul has died. You’ve had me mind, body and soul I was just never worth getting that in return You can’t handle what it takes to make me whole Today is the day the double standards burn.