Why Daddy

dad you were my hero! the one i wanted to be just like. everything i did was to make you proud... you walked out on us... i know i wasnt a perfect child... i just wanted to feel love from you mom always told me that you would be there for me you were until i disappointed you... i thought parents were supposed love their children no matter what... you didnt do that you always put me down told me i was such a shame to the family now that i have grown up i relieze life is better with out you in it... and i no longer wanna be just like you i could never walk out on my kid you sicken me... how could you give up the child that you gave your name to... i understand you have other kids but to just give up and not have anything to do with one of them and to not let that kid know his siblings.... i could never do that no matter how much my kid disappointed me... i found my hero... he stepped up even tho he didnt have to... he treated me like his own... he was there when i needed a daddy and you werent there... he was there at my worst.... and he is there at my best... he will be my best man when i get married... my kids will know him as grandpa... they will never know you cause i cant risk you hurting my kids the way you hurt me... the thing that gets me the most is.... how you made it look so easy did you even think about the lil boy who carries your name and... has your blood running in his veins i dont think you did... and if you did you are a heartless piece of crap even after all you have done to me... physical, emotional, and mental abuse... i forgive you... not for you but for me so i can move on with me life