Why Cant I Let Go

We are dating....yet im alone He says he is sorry...but it doesn’t make a difference He says lets do something...then turns me down I love him.....but don’t know what to do I want to stop feeling this way...but I care I want to just say lets work things out....it doesn’t happen I ignore him...he doesn’t care I cry and get upset...he never notices I compliment him...he makes fun of me I don’t know these things that I feel...but they are real I hope that I give up this journey so I can...start a new one