Why

I`m SICK of People who laugh at me,
Sick of them MOCKING me.
Don`t they know it makes me feel Bad?
Being Embarassed infront of them ...
Makes me feel all alone.

I feel Useless with them laughing at me,
with them looking at me Funnily.
I tried to endure it but I give up!

I want to change, To change who I am.
I want God to know! That I don`t want who I am!
This Bruises on my Body,
Is my Punishment to my ownself!

The Pain I feel that they can`t.
It`s too much!
Just too much to take

Why can`t they just accept me?
Why can`t God just Change mE?
Why can`t I be Someone Else?
Why can`t I be Perfect like them.

I wnt myself gone.
I want myself to be new,
But why can`t I?
I don`t Understand.

Why can`t they just Accept me for Who I am?
Why can`t I accept myself for who I am?
Why can`t god make me as Someone else?

I hate it!
I hate this Feeling!
and I just can`t take it anymore

Copyright © | Year Posted 2013



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Date: 10/17/2013 5:42:00 AM
Oh dear me...What are they doing to you? No matter what happen.. try to be you. Always tell yourself that you are beautiful and strong because God has made you that way and nobody can hurt you anymore because God has just walked through your door. Hold your head up high, and do everything with a smile. You are the most beautiful woman in creation and no one will mess with you again. Be at peace my child.
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