Who Was I

Many years ago I was somebody.
It was very clear:
I knew my place in the world
I was content if not happy
I needed only my family
I needed my friends
I needed my memories
I needed my God
I was complete, more or less
Why did I ever imagine I wasn’t?
What possessed me
To seek something I did not need?
If only I could go back
Undo what’s done
Who would I be now?
Would I be less bitter?
Would I be more trusting?
Would I be less foolish?
Oh, to be that me again.
Damn him!
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Mcintosh Avatar
August 15, 2023 at 12:43 AM
Prayers for you, friend. God bless you always. Healing comes through Jesus. Love, Gina
Agustin Avatar
August 14, 2023 at 6:56 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Gwaltney Bales Avatar
January 21, 2023 at 10:03 PM
Thank you, Kim. You are very insightful. I recently had a bad breakup after 13 plus years together. It seems my healing is coming along through writing poetry. Ellen
Rodrigues Avatar
January 21, 2023 at 1:12 PM
You write a lot of introspection…yes, you are somebody, perhaps in need of healing, nonetheless…
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