Who I Am

Last night , I start a fight, Which I wont win Because of my scenes Do I love or , Is It just a feeling Of well being Sent from a star, My heart want Something to big To look for, to hunt That my mind cant feed I think maybe , I’ll should leave , Set my heart free , Like falling leave, Why fighting with my friend, If I know that I’ll lose at the end, So one question remains , What to do then? Over all the mistake , I did in my life, Maybe I should take , My tears and sink, In the ocean of forgiveness, And take God as best friend , My tears as a bless , And my pain to an end, I never think about , The real meaning pain, Now I know it’s the amount, Of tears that rain, My life is hell, Which I choose to live in, Can she ring the bell , And make me believe in, Why do I exist? Can my parent tells, Or am I the beast , Who’s killing myself?