Who Am I

Who am I really I want to know who I am Am I the accumulation Of a needle pipe and stem Do I add up To the things I have done Or do I have depth Am I my fathers son Does my name equal Guilt pain and shame Am I more then my actions Or is it the same Why am I different Why am I so alone Why the medication Why cant I go home I dont have any friends I dont have a girl I dont know who I am I cant negotiate this world I cant ever win I run at a different pace Feel like a one legged man In an ass kickin race Please give me answers Let me know whats real Is the truth what I think Or is it what I feel