Who Am I

In the mirror on Vishu morning I see an Indian woman
whose Brooklyn mouth can't form Hindu prayers.
Should I bleach my skin to match my voice?
Should I scrape my tongue to match my face?

I've resigned myself to my fate--
forever asking the sky
"Njan aara?"

In a language my children will never recognize;
with an accent my grandparents will never understand.
I am what my parents feared I may become;
a child whose soul has turned Westward;
a woman whose only memories of Diwali are the flickering lights.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Marcum Wong Avatar
April 30, 2014 at 3:34 AM
I am so happy this was featured or I would have missed it. I watch Hindi movies all the time with English subtitles, so perhaps you can show them to your children to keep your heritage alive. Your poem touches the heart.
Anglesey Avatar
April 29, 2014 at 4:24 PM
Stunning portrayal of culture vs life. Well done. Enjoyed this very much. Congrats on being featured on the home page :)
Aniagyei Avatar
April 29, 2014 at 12:41 PM
I was deeply moved when I read this masterpiece. Simple, truthful and thoughtful. Lovely!!!
Gigno Avatar
April 28, 2014 at 8:15 PM
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Austin Avatar
April 28, 2014 at 10:24 AM
Have you become a victim of Christian Mingle? I suggest you try Hindu hangout. Congrats on the selection. Love, daver
Mehta Avatar
April 28, 2014 at 5:34 AM
Awesome write, Congrats on your poem being featured this week, Anamika
Koven Avatar
December 27, 2013 at 3:34 PM
Your heritage is not gone. It is merely on vacation. It will return when the time is right. Allan
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