Whispered Words

They whispered in your brain They planted seed in there They told you I had cancer And that you could help the cure They told you how to do it They told you to take care They told you that to do it well To beat it out of her Your really broke my body up You broke some bones there too You made my shoulder look quite off You made a mess of me My body took some time to heal My shoulder then looked right But in my head, that brain of mine It cringes here in fright I just can’t seem to let it go That fear that’s deep in me Sometimes I cry, I want be heard I close my eyes to life I let this past of me be mine And hold my life on screen I scream out here for my release Why didn’t you love me? You say you did and times did tell Of love that went quite deep But then the times that you did think You want be rid of me I sit here and I ponder And I wonder where I’m at I’m lost and feel abandoned And I know that my life lacks I want to move along from here I want to find some things That make this living possible Without those tears that sting