Whispered Words

They whispered in your brain
They planted seed in there
They told you I had cancer
And that you could help the cure

They told you how to do it
They told you to take care
They told you that to do it well
To beat it out of her

Your really broke my body up
You broke some bones there too
You made my shoulder look quite off
You made a mess of me

My body took some time to heal
My shoulder then looked right
But in my head, that brain of mine
It cringes here in fright

I just can’t seem to let it go
That fear that’s deep in me
Sometimes I cry,  I want be heard
I close my eyes to life

I let this past of me be mine
And hold my life on screen
I scream out here for my release
Why didn’t you love me?

You say you did and times did tell
Of love that went quite deep
But then the times that you did think
You want be rid of me

I sit here and I ponder
And I wonder where I’m at
I’m lost and feel abandoned
And I know that my life lacks

I want to move along from here
I want to find some things
That make this living possible
Without those tears that sting

Copyright © Robyn Blauw | Year Posted 2007

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