Where Is She?

I lay down at the bed Thinking bout the times I had The times when I was so full of myself To the time I became an insecure nuisance, People change, time changes Well changes are part of life and who could deny Wish I was my old self A real smile being selfless A body with no fears A mind happier and clear Well that time passed away Now even before speaking I gotta think twice again Where is that me who was fearless? Guess she is lost in the hours of past selfless Where is that me who used to hate knives? That knife is now the best kind Where is that me who couldn't care bout acne? She is now diminished in the past's nightmare She was the one who could overtake trauma Now she lost believe even in karma Maybe one day she'll be back Maybe one day she'll get over Hope I could survive to see her again in the optimism shower Aj~