Where Is Heaven

Once universe was vibrant place
Full of life
Full of energy
And yes full of beauty

Now it is cold
As chilly as cold wind in my soul
Once there was light
Now there is only darkness

Where there was mercy
Now there is unfair judgment
But remember
When you step on the scorpion

It will sting
If you put red cloth
In front of a Aurochs 
It will attack

That is the way I feel
As limited 
As humiliated 
And as stuck in cold place

As I ‘am
I will rise
Like Phoenix from the ashes 
Like dragon from chains

I have skulls
In my eyes
Thoughts of revenge
Doubt in existence of just God

But is there consolation
Is there heaven
And what would heaven mean to me
Place where my soul would be free

I guess for me
Haven would be
Not only place in which I have full control of my destiny
Or immortality

But place perfect
According to me
Place where I would be with all my anger  
Able to say

That life is not designed by a fool
A tale
Not told by an idiot
Merciful just and wonderful

But I can’t imagine
What would it be?
Definitely not
What right now I see
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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