Where Is Heaven

Once universe was vibrant place Full of life Full of energy And yes full of beauty Now it is cold As chilly as cold wind in my soul Once there was light Now there is only darkness Where there was mercy Now there is unfair judgment But remember When you step on the scorpion It will sting If you put red cloth In front of a Aurochs It will attack That is the way I feel As limited As humiliated And as stuck in cold place As I ‘am I will rise Like Phoenix from the ashes Like dragon from chains I have skulls In my eyes Thoughts of revenge Doubt in existence of just God But is there consolation Is there heaven And what would heaven mean to me Place where my soul would be free I guess for me Haven would be Not only place in which I have full control of my destiny Or immortality But place perfect According to me Place where I would be with all my anger Able to say That life is not designed by a fool A tale Not told by an idiot Merciful just and wonderful But I can’t imagine What would it be? Definitely not What right now I see