When Suicide Knocks

If someday the tables turn
And i live a life of endless scorn
If my loved ones choose to leave
And their affections to another give
If poverty reclaims my pockets
And i shed tears to fill a bucket 

If i wallow in the embrace of self pity
And relocate to a hopeless city
If the dusk crowns my days of failure
And the dawn my dreams recapture
If i struggle with the burden of depression
And look upon life with a hazy vision
If the rains water no olive of bliss
And my lips the feet of frustration kiss

Would i welcome a rope around my neck
And drink from a most venomous cup?
Would i leave a note by my death bed
And make in vain the bowing of my mama's head?
Would i recreate my woes when i fail not to fail
And gobble up my demise as i be not to be?
Would i dance to the dirge of my oblivion
And succumb to the torments of public opinion?
Would I leave an action so worthy to emulate ?
If my steps i erase from life's own slate?

All these shall i ponder when suicide knocks
And then i shall look upon life's own clock
Amidst the tears,depression and gray
I shall say to death ;"No,not today!"

For i will picture the smile on my face
When someday my victory shall bring much grace
For i rather sell my death
 to buy another day
Than betray my dreams and walk in death's way.
By: Adams .O. Elizabeth 
Lizdiamond World Of Poetry
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Nwachukwu Avatar
May 14, 2022 at 2:30 PM
You read all of her poems, she write with the ink of her blood. Her DNA splattered all over. It's all real to her, you can see the soul
Cohen Avatar
March 29, 2020 at 6:47 PM
You have so much to say and you say it so deeply and genuinely. Thanks for sharing your talents.
Ukah Avatar
June 23, 2019 at 6:06 AM
Beautiful dear
Kelii Kekaula Avatar
June 21, 2019 at 12:55 PM
I have enjoyed this very much, --never knew olive to resonate off the bat, nice piece indeed ~ William
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