When I will sleep

My greatest fear Is that day when I will sleep Sleep and not be able to wake up Causing pain to the people that loved me dearly I’m sure I will be able to feel their pain And my greatest fear is to leave without helping them fill their empty bowl For they gave it all to help me grow, not only grow but also make our lives better I never knew that failure was so normal And our expectations were well disappointed Learning didn’t end in the class for I had to learn to endure, endure the fatal pain in silence Not sure if I will go to heaven or to hell I just pray the Almighty will consider the pain and worries I had gone through And give me an easy rest