What Was I Thinking When I Wrote This

Usually I make love to my pad with words and my pen craves me Well this is Jason Voorhees combined with slim shady I'm carving my words on the page with a Machete that Jason used for killing I stencil around a hockey mask, and rhyme inside of it as I'm truth spilling They want me to dress it up, in hopes I don't say anything too revealing Well you can sit and cry while I speak my mind, I'm happy to be the new Villain I'm the Bipolar psychotic mad man Going against me is a bad plan Give me the world, and that's what I'll hand back But so many have let me down, they deserve a backhand I kill my rhymes and turn my poetry into a Massacre I'm driving on the road to recovery and don't need a passenger I'll switch it up for the ladies and talk about kissing their necks like I'm Dracula But I'm just having fun with crazy rhymes here, I'm not trying to make it soppy and Drake it But If everybody loves Raymond, and Everybody hates Chris I guess I must be in between Because Men hate, But I'm in women's dreams "I can't believe he said that" let's judge him so hard I've learned to smile because a lot of females love my broke heart Bipolar mixed with anxiety and depression I'm finally getting the madness working Life changes shape more often than Kylie Jenner when she visits her plastic surgeon "Oh my god, what's this nonsense he's writing, he's definitely not a poet", I don't know what I was thinking when I wrote this