What If

You know, why I m scared to live... What if I start to love again What if I start to feel again What if I start to smile again What if I start to laugh again What if I start to dream again What if I start to eat well again What if I start to work again What if I start to sleep well again What if I want to see tomorrow again What if everything already stopped decide to run again What if what killed by me appear again What if darkness embrace me again What if I hurt people I love again What if I start dive in the sea of disappointment again What if I want to die me again What if I try to kill me again What if...... That's why I'm scared to death. Scared to live again.