What If

What if I just gave up the story that 
my words don’t matter.

What if I gave up that you who praise 
my talent are simply being nice

If I gave up that the concern that 
my voice would be criticized

wishing for likes and new followers 
in a desperate attempt to be liked

That those accomplished with 
letters galore after their name 
With awards on their shelves
With commentators espousing their art 
Would walk on by scowling in my direction

What if I boldly acknowledged that 
it is not about me 

That the reason why Dylan has 
so many friends is because he shares

That putting words that flow through 
me on paper may inspire another 
to pick up their pen

That while through this I may never 
earn a living it is the thing that gives me life

Or gave up that I could not make a living 

What if I just allowed 
Just wrote 
Let love flow through me
Changing my mood dark to clear
The poison exiting my veins
Giving my demons no thoughts 
to hang on to.

What if
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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