What I Really Want

What I Really Want Sometimes the loneliness gets to be to much, but I’ve gotten to the point where, I’m sick of being alone so much. No one to hold and no one to take a hold of me. It makes me anxious and unsettled, a feeling of rage often occurs. Trying not to be negative, but when nothing changes it becomes hard to stomach. Maybe one day that one will come along, that wants to love me, and the one, that wants to show me the compassion and lustfulness I deserve and want, through the rest of time. So excited to come home, just to see me, cause her heart is mine. She get’s confused when she can’t include me in her daily do’s. Worries about me when she hasn’t seen me in a few. Its hard for her to breath when she thinks of not being with me. Someone who inspires me and encourages me to do the best in my life. Someone to call on when the situation calls for it. The one who can stand strong with me as we become one. That one that sometimes is faulted because her love is so strong for me. I really need and want that one. When my day runs dark the sight of her will quickly brighten me up. An overwhelming feeling of confidence when I stand next to her. I once asked for her hand so we could be together forever, but I screwed up. But now a determination to make this work, it’s unbelievable how much this love was always worth. Dedicated to my loving wife. Thank you for taking me back. I love you so much!!!!!