What Dreams May Come

I wake up in a film noir bedroom—
streetlamp shadows on my ceiling.

I dreamt not of being chased 
but of chasing, of attacking—
of taking primitive pleasure
from the feel of a face
under my fist, the taste
of someone else's blood
on my knuckles,
the satisfying slish of a knife
penetrating a plump belly,
the recoil of a rifle
against my shoulder 
and the head of a stranger
in my sights exploding.

I stumble to the bathroom, 
flip the light, 
splash water on my face 
in the dirty mirror, 
hair estranged, 
stubble like tombstones,
I look guilty as hell 
and wonder out of which circle
that nightmare slouched.

(first published by Dark Sire in 2020)
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Mcintosh Avatar
January 31, 2025 at 4:49 AM
Wow. Incredible write. Congratulations and God bless you, love, Gina
Barker Avatar
January 31, 2025 at 6:05 PM
Thank you, Gina.
Agustin Avatar
January 22, 2025 at 9:40 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts on dreams through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Seeker Avatar
January 19, 2025 at 7:55 PM
More importantly, we are both the aggressor and the victim in the dream, are we not? As in the dream, so in life, which is but another dream …
Barker Avatar
January 20, 2025 at 9:49 AM
Yes, both the aggressor and the "aggressee" are victims. Thanks for reading.
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