We are never loosing family members
,,What do you mean?", I say while running after Josh, my uncle.
He likes to drink wine so it's not unusual for him to be like that.
Don't worry, I am 27, I can handle that.
I broke up with my girlfriend two months before and he wanted to show me something on the newspaper, but ended up getting crazy because I zoned out trying to appear to others looking "good".
I mean, approachable.
You know what I mean.
,,You shouldn't take love for granted!", Ah
,,Why should I think of her? I mean it could be also something different I don't know. Maybe I have stomach aches I just don't know about them right now."
,,How could you not? Not possible"
,,Stop running crazy, what did you lost?"
Tears fell down his face.
,,Nothing! Nothing! You are making me crazy."
Sometimes uncle does really speak good stuff while being drunk, but I didn't want to distress him.
,,Sorry."
,,What do you refer with love?"
,,Drama I guess, you?"
I just chose to not trying him to stress more, my apperance must already make him blank.
,,hatred. Being lost, I don't know"
He rubs his nose.
,,Every person thinks of it different either way, here"
I give him some tissue.
,,I just think about the girl who loved me.
But I did not back.
Either she had a crush on me or loved me.
But I think she loved me."
,,Aren't both the same?"
,,No. Loving someone is when you do really know them and love them for that. And she knew me, even though we never talked.
And having a crush on someone is when you love them because you admire of what they wear, or look, or talk or what they said yesterday."
,,I'm sorry I made you think of her."
,,It's okay. Love is so, we need it.
Friendship, relationships, just loving, crushing.
Genuine love does make you aware of your boundaries.
I never had them really and since I met her, I was able to Set them.
Also she made kinda happy.
I hope she learned the same like me."
,,Oh, I believe"
,,Every person loves. Someone does or will love you. Someone else"
,,Yeah sure"
,,Love is also anonymous you know. You will.always find someone else."
,,And how didn't you?"
,,Because I always declined,refused"
,,Many girls wanted you, huh?"
,,Yee, sure", he punches my shoulder.
Laughter should always be there.
,,So loving someone wrong is not bad."
,,You can never love someone wrong or wrongly.
Don't make me laugh"
,,Alright.", I take his beer aside.
,,None anymore!"
,,Who are you to tell me that though?"
Copyright © Adna Demiri | Year Posted 2024
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