Waves of Emotions - Swim In Serenity's Safe and Sound Significance

I'm smart when I'm in my shell of solitude Waiting till you're gone So I can wear this attitude of gratitude Bug off, bad attitude I don't mean to act so rude I feel ashamed and nude The day is finally done Thank the Lord of Accord Screw you, satanic discord Thank you, righteous Jesus Christ I am your best friend that's prized God accepts me for who I am Don't reject me any longer No more telling me who I should be I will be who I want to be, baby I don't mind If I'm in pain Being left behind Drives me insane I really don't mind If I suffer forever… even if it's not my endeavor Maybe you'll find My sunlit smile that is as long as an endless river Catch me before I fall I'll be truly on the ball I'll answer Your call My heart is in appall But, all in all, I stood tall Even if I'm still misunderstood In His eyes, I'm more than good Your goodbyes get me walking away I can't deal with your hardships day by day I got to keep running forward And I'll never go backward I know that I am absurd I know that I am awkward I frankly want to be heard The waters of Aphradere will see us through These tribulations of every shade of blue Who knew You loved me true You don't love me anymore Maybe it's for the best What am I still waiting for? Life is a difficult test… I am not a failure I am a winner I don't mind If you say otherwise Go ahead and find The truth in my eyes You're so kind But I can't say anything else in particular You are looking oh so blurry and peculiar You are completely beautiful, my baby elation Let me conquer your Empire of inspiration Elevate me with encouragement Let depression descend below me I no longer want to feel resentment God, please be with me entirely The waters of Aphradere Will bring us together, my dear Your significance is obvious to me Be my ecstasy next to sea with me You are great in any state of mind I don't mind if I'm not your kind… Been left behind about a trillion times I committed such selfish, hideous crimes But, don't desert me, honey Stay with me for a while Wash away your sorrow Yesterday is embracing tomorrow Forgive me for all my wrongs I long to belong, But I don't mind if we get along I didn't expect this poem to be a super long song I want you to know This feeling of a happiness long ago It's something I will show You'll see my misery madness Turn to eustress And delightfulness I do mind, Being left behind I do care I'm still here with you Bro, you took advantage me Just cuz I'm kind Dude, Why did you do that? How rude Of you to be so heartless, you ridiculous rat I'll be there for you Regardless of what you do I am who I am You are too But, I do give a damn About you… All I say is true So deny the lies Or we both can drown in Aphradere’s pool Her liquid of lament isn't bull, but it is cool You push and I pull Sorry I act as a fool But, I adore you No matter what I don't mind if you don't The feelings aren't hurt enough Unless you make me cry and scream I wish you could tickle me with trustworthy words, But that's just a dream and it's fluttering with billions of birds My head is above the clouds again And yeah, um, where have you been? Are you alive or dead in Aphradere’s whirl of woe? If you're dead, you snooze and you lose, I know If you're alive, good thing you survived I am arriving undone, but so deprived Of fantabulous feelings of fleeting splendor I guess I was always in the wrong, you hater I'm letting my anger go with the flow I don't mind you at all, you know? It has been more than several years That I am replacing my tears with cheers I don't mind, Shedding tears Let time unwind Wreck up all your fears Stuff them in your jar of jubilance You are a child of His, so full of resilient radiance and of so much significance… I need deliverance, not these emotions of evanescence… Swim in Serenity’s Safe and Sound Significance without regret’s moments of preciousness Yet, you are obedient at one point and then you're rebellious - bemused more or less You are living life to the best of your ability and I feel zealous… No longer jealous I feel hopeless Also, helpless I need to be joyous At least I'm making little by little progress More or less in this mess of distress One day, I'll be a success… Don't address my downfalls in a heap of mess