Water Under the Bridge
As much as I cared & wanted to
be there to share life & space, u
forced my love away. I tried...
exposed the depths of my heart,
mind & invested time. Got lost
in u gladly but sadly ... Itz
water under the bridge.
Speaking resounding peace into
my realty & what I must be...
strong enough to let go & let
God refill me. Rejecting the
weakness that craves, the
waves... back & forth, up &
down, we crashed & burned,
yet... I've learn. Rising from the
ash & resurrected from rejection
also known as my blessing ...
the break of chains. Tears stains
& pain is weakness leaving the
body once the lessons is
received, u can't hold on to
what's is not
meant to be, chasing a dream
will only lead to you being
depleted but I'm undefeated.
Borrowed strength from the how
I got over'z ... the praises, the
truth, remembered how I
nurtured the girl who was
damaged in my youth. How I
cried & asked why, but my life
moved on, took the strength
from the hurt of my past in my
arms, full armor... Strong!!
Daily Psalms... & remembering
never to loose Isaiah No
weapon's formed against me
shall prosper... So try again
player. No longer victim to ur
lust, I shall conquer & defeat,
remember my spirit is willing
even though my flesh may get
weak. My children daily
reminders of motivation ...
they're beacon of light, morning
Starr... devour the darkest
nights woman of God shine
bright. What I gave u is water
under the bridge... I am peace
amongst ur troubled waters, I
am calm & victorious in my
escape living to make the best
of everyday. Learning to invest
in myself & love fearlessly in he
who loves me ... all praises to
God who is worthy to be praised
FOR EVERYTHING, thank u for
ur forgiveness & the gift of
repentance... renewed faith... I
dropped my baggage yes I lost
weight... I noticed I'm lighter &
much healthier now without the
dramaticz & demons trying to
convert me to be who u felt I
should be. The equation 1plus 0
is still 1... the subtraction u... u
had nothin when I met you (
unconditional love)... I
upgraded u. Tried N da past to
add urself unto me, tried to use
& abuse me but now....Water
under the bridge! This
expression simply my release
with ease, it is what it is. But I'll
tell u what it's not....Itz not
holding on to the abuse,
women/men must speak of
truths & act on what is known
as freedom. free ourselves or
drown deeply in the waters ...
under the bridge! u must
choose. {Peace & blessings to
whomever reads this
expression. It wasn't to bash! It
was simply to say that
sometimes in
relations/relationships we settle
for that rob's us mentally,
emotionally, & spiritually. I had
the power every time to break
the chains in that moment but...
I subjected myself to the
undeserving. Now that I am out
of the belly of the beast "once
again" lol... I say unto myself &
u... if u know better do better ...
if it doesn't feel right it isn't. If it
hurts... Itz not love. If ur light is
not shining bright due to the
shade of someone who doesn't
care.... Please move on & let it
be water under the bridge. Let
the healing began}. Peace &
blessings as the sunshine
embraces u this morning or as
the moon caresses you beneath
the ~Blackstarrz
Copyright © Danielle Lewis | Year Posted 2014
Post Comments
Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.
Please
Login
to post a comment