Was/Never Was

I miss my lover, my friend, my soul-sister She WAS my fire. She WAS my air. She Was the water that quenched my thirst for love. She WAS......but not anymore. Our spirit has been broken as well as my heart. The magic was just an illusion. It made me believe in something that WAS never there, Undying True Love..... ........Getting stronger everyday. More independent, in every way! I see, I see, I now see The me that I'm supposed to be. Stand on my own 2 feet ..and Grow. No, no, don't give ME sad eyes! They cry and show a need; a want but they need & want for selfish reasons; It has NOTHING to do with me, Even though you say "This is all your fault!!" I miss the fantasy of what could've been, but it NEVER, Ever, WAS.