Wanting

I'm lost I'm lost in a world Looking for a place too call home, I'm tired of living life through the pictures on phone I just want to Have that fairytale ending kinda feeling. I want too travel, See more then one spot of the world . I want too meet all my kids, An hear there goals They set, I want to see my mother smile again, Make sure she Has no worries. I want too find a place too Just call home. With everything I love close.. Everyday I am tired Of living in this painful fear. I want to put a smile On my face for a change . But instead I find my Self drifted here. What a shame.. There no peace anywhere.