Walls Of Insecurities
Forever apart I still watch over you
Sometimes the pain still burns
How I try to make sense of my world now
50 times over this age ain't so lucky
Harder now to search and rescue this love I have
I build my foundations on questions with no answers
Sure I try to build a connection with others
But still that fear takes over
Over think is what I do
Over compensate for my flaws
It's an enternal war of emotion
So many scars so many tears
Long into the night is when I scream alone
In a battle with my demons
Weapon of choice hide it away
Seeking out validation for an outstanding warrant
On my peace lock it away maybe till I die
Harder it is to say to those I need
I like you I love all your about
Sometimes it seems to fall on deaf ears
Sometimes the reflection is preaching so many self absorb lies
Can't recognize the truth
In my eyes I will never be good enough
Until I find that smile from the one that can break through all my walls of insecurities.
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