Walking Alone

I used to wish I made a difference in his ife, 
I thought it possible, since I was labeled his wife. 

But it is sad to admit that I'm just being used, 
I'm constantly treated poorly and verbally abused. 

I have lost the joy of waking everyday, 
Now in my spare time I quietly pray. 

I ask for strength to be strong and make it stop,
But when comes home from work, my heart will drop.

Nervousness and feeling constant fear is all I know, 
He always hurts me emotionally,  it feels like a hard blow. 

At his feet I beg to have that life I deserve and need, 
But he tells me I'm selfish and full of greed. 

Why does he see me in such a bad light, 
I began to pray that my soul is taken during the night. 

But the morning comes and I deal with another day, 
Of sadness and listening to the harsh words that he'll say. 

I walk alone in this world of sadness and misery,
No one knows what I deal with because I'll never let them see.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Karaki Avatar
April 9, 2015 at 7:30 PM
I love this one but if its really you then get out of there every human is special and needs to be appreciated nobody ever should make you feel this way!!
Sergi Avatar
April 9, 2015 at 10:39 AM
A very poignant poem of sadness that evokes misery. On the positive side, well done! My compliments .
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April 5, 2015 at 3:39 PM
Debra, Dropped by to say hi and congratulate you on having your poem selected by Soup's Administration. This is a wonderful poem to have featured on the homepage. Have yourself a Happy Easter ~Always & Forever~ LINDA
Carey Avatar
January 26, 2015 at 8:10 PM
Sadness ...why would you stay!!!! That is not love..... The answer to happiness is in you!!!! No one else.... Come fly with me.... I am now free!,, xo many hugs
Baviello Avatar
January 27, 2015 at 12:12 PM
Thank you for reading my poem. This is about a friend of mine that was in an abusive marriage. I am hoping she was able to break free of the sadness she felt everyday. I am excited about sharing more poetry with everyone. :)
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