Waking Up

IN ALL HONESTY ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS MY FEARS, MY DOUBTS AND MY INSECURITIES. WONDERING IF I COULD BOUNCE BACK WONDERING IF I COULD PICK UP THE PIECES OF WHAT IS LEFT IN ME. EACH DAY IS HAS BECOME EASIER TO COPE EASIER TO DEAL. I SEEK GUIDANCE TO THE ALMIGHTY GOD IS MY REFUGE AND RESOURCE. LOOKING FOR MYSELF AND FOCUSING ON WHAT IS BEST FOR ME. AT THIS TIME I AM SEEKING SOMETHING GREATER THAT IS ABOVE AND BEYOND. I REALIZE THAT I CAN BE HAPPY BY MYSELF I CAN BE HAPPY WITHOUT AN SIGINFICANT OTHER. IF I KEEP GOD FIRST EVERYTHING WILL FALL INTO PLACE I REALIZE THAT I AM PRECIOUS. THAT I AM WORTHY OF LOVE AND APPRECIATION WHO DESERVES THE BEST OUT OF EVERYTHING. I REALIZE THAT IT IS NEVER TOO LATE TO PURSUE DREAMS AND ACCOMPLISH WHATEVER I WANT. THE TEARS HAVE COME AS WELL AS OTHER THINGS BUT I KNOW THERE IS MORE TO COME. BUT I AM STAYING RESERVED.