Void

Torn apart and overtaken by anger and resentment, crying out and no one's listening;praying and my prayers not being heard. Devasted and crushed some part of me missing, just empty inside. Can't find joy because joy's nowhere to be found. Pushed away from everyone and the souce of the pain, sour and bitter still all I have is rain. Distraught yet you pretend like everything is okay, it not! open your ears to listen, stop making assumptions; stop! this world of misery and taken me over the edge, I'm so tired of this the same thingeverytime. Oblivious to the lesser cares well I try but rubbed in my face is my failures and my looks. I don't understand why me? what did I ever do wrong to deserve what I am getting? lonely I just need someone to talk to and listen but no one will and this gap still grows bigger.