Value

I want to cry loud So that god can hear my voice To pamper me back I want to share my problem to you god Because you are the one who bring him Mr.arrogant The person whom I love from soul No longer feel happy being around with me The person whom I love More like my family member Feels terrible by my pure love I spent my first income to buy him gift Instead of respecting its value He throw like a trash in trash can He was first person whom I gifted my first income He was the one whom I supported in every situation He was first boy of my life whose presence feel wise like a bless I was naive because I thought he love me Symbol of love and care was given to others Instead of keeping it for memory he gifted it to his relatives so sad for myself because I remain wise for good man Instead god gifted me odd ones I don't know what's the end but I had and will love him till end If he got person who loves him more than me I think god never exist in this universe If he got person who loves him like me Than I think god betrayed me I think he will never got the one like me Who loves him more than his parents did Who is ready to scarifies all her values for his happiness Who is ready to cry and stay humble to make him feel comfortable I think he didnt want to be around me So I think I should value myself before the universe end