Notes About The Poem

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I have a confession to make. I’m a trust fund baby
and a member of the educated Elite.

In my defense, I'm a newcomer in both categories.
I got my trust fund at 18 and graduated Yale University this year.

I was a double major, at university, in biochemistry and celibacy,
until as a sophomore, I met this tall, handsome, awkward, disheveled, physicist in a coffee shop and knavishly schemed my way into his life.
(He insists that he knavishly schemed his way into my life.)

Let’s get poetic-ish..

I said,
“Let’s start a flirtationship
abstract, immaterial and fun.
We have a little chemistry - an interesting.. tension.
Could we just have an involvement and not read into it?
Something friction free, hands free, germ free, and guilt free?
Let's get a pizza, don't worry, I'm paying.”

Of course, that was a lie.
I had designs, I wanted him in the utmost
and honestly, when do I not get what I want?

"I was by far the knavishist." I admitted.
"Then you don't know knavishEST.," he responded, shaking his head 'no'.
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songs for this:
Honeypie by JAWNY
Really Saying Something by Bananarama & Fun Boy Three
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Fallica Avatar
July 21, 2025 at 5:12 AM
<3 . You know, I could squeeze something clever, complementary, sharing, or inquisitive into 500 characters. And you would respectfully respond, which I’m sure must feel like a chore, at least sometimes. But I’m feeling like I just want to sit with this one and just bask in the enchantment your words engender in me.
Vionet Avatar
July 21, 2025 at 8:10 AM
Thanks Vin. =]
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