Urge

Sometimes I get this urge to just let it go a couple of thrusts and than I won't have to worry no more Its what they want and they always remind me How they wanna get in my jeans they wanna come up inside It will feel so good they promise They'll minimize the pain but I keep overanalyzing and just the mere though is driving me insane Sometimes I get this urge to just let it go a couple of thrusts and than I won't have to worry no more But is that really true After the deed is done I wonder what kind of thoughts will boil? Will I really be fine if not how will I overcome the pain that will surely come