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All I seem to do is piss her or annoy her from close to afar, n it comes again, a time when I see that I cld really use a friend or three, to help preoccupy these harsh hands, from a tired man, holding myself together is like damn, n now it's just another task like deleting spam, trying to find more rams, to open up forgiveness compassion and other sides of love like compromises n to comprehend, downloading a boat load full of bull shyt, telling me over n over again how it ain't right, but so badly I wanna scream look at this shyt that ain't right, n u feel it maybe that's why u can't slp at night, but that wld be regression n oppressing to my reflection, the other half that's stretchin Her arms to embrace me too, but what else must I do to appease you to the fullest, make it impact u like a bullet, I guess something different needed like me in a mullet, my heart so big the love be the truest, n most newest, nuscence u ever have to troop with, thru the heat n cold, waves of the unknown, poverty strife plague n whoa, it's my job to uphold until the world falls in itself n implode, smh, now I'm a lil stressed less which way do I go......peace