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The possessions I pray upon, Are not meant for me to grasp, Toughs of becoming a man, Is unreachable like the stars. Joy I once had turned into fear, Prayers, miracles and faith, Are words that flow meaningless in my heart? Someday I will plant my seed and watch them grow. Emotional tides flows in and out like ocean waves, Knowledge I inherited through family is now a thin line, It is slowly disappearing into air without of a clue, What will I be able to find? Intelligently confused, About the choices I took, The mistakes I have made, I just will know once I die. I do not really know, I really do not care, For now in life I will overcome my presence, And move on to next lifetime.