Until My Hand Hurts

I'm going to write until my hand hurts Sometimes I just like to rhyme an unplanned verse I refuse to allow anyone to define this man's worth Is it better to be able to withstand hurt? Or understand hurt? You could be able to take it but not understand it to grow from it Or you could understand it, and not be strong enough, so you feel a bigger blow when hit Don't talk to me about hard times if you know you'll quit The only way of me not making it through any Obstacle is if I die and lose my breath I don't fear roadblocks, but I'm still careful when I choose my steps Because We all have a certain amount of energy and I don't want to lose what's left When I'm not even half way there I overcame my fears while you choose to stay scared I won't apologise if I Set the crazy alarm off As a matter of fact I'll Rip my own arm off Then repair myself by attaching a thousand pens Spray you with ink, and laugh as it's my rhymes you're drowning in That's karma for writing me off The people who doubted me are in for quite a shock I'm focused on making the most of my time, not worried about how much of my life is lost I've paid for my mistakes and I won't allow you to decide the cost Dreams of Ariana Grande and Demi Lovato which some may seem as inappropriate I'm just trying to be a romantic associate To both of the beautiful females I won't go into the intimate details But if they both found out and decided to kill me it'd be the best way to die Sorry I just had to be that guy Back to rhyming better Rhyming lines for pleasure I've been lost for a while, but now my mind is together My poetry is like finding treasure Because it'll make you feel richer and improve your mood I'm sick of People on YouTube stripping down when they start to lose their views Every time a Kardashian is on the news they're nude I've Seen Kim naked more times than Kanye and I've not even dated her I could be speaking about important stuff but these aren't wasted words They won't know how to take this verse Well I won't let them create my worth so they can't break my worth Meaning if I don't care what people think of me, their opinion on me is invalid I'm the type to add a joke line right in the middle of my saddest ballad I Joke to cope and laugh at my own pain to carry on I'm running in my own marathon This was just another verse That I wrote until my hand began to hurt